I am alive I guess

 There is this superstition about how you spend the first day of the New Year, this will define how you will spend the rest of the year. 

So this is how my New Year went: Being in pain, barely able to walk, couldn't use the toilet on my own, and no, it wasn't hangover sadly, I was hospitalized due to a really aggressive migraine attack  and the examinations they did on me left me with more problems I went in to begin with.
In short, they took spinal fluid from me to figure out wtf is my problem (spoiler alert, they couldn't figure out), and they forgot to tell me that I won't be able to leave bed for a while due to spine related headaches and other nerve pain. eeeeeeyup, so the only reason i was able to go home on my two legs, because I still had the DAS GOOD SHIT in my system they gave me in the hospital. 

Today I was able to sit up to my laptop. More precisely, I put the laptop on my chair so I don't have to sit up to my desk. I still can't straighten my back without getting headaches. But i think from tomorrow I can start to blog again and work on my fanfic. I still need to translate it for Ordoweek. 

but this forced medical rest helped me to set my priorities straight a bit. I will work on my new illustrations as soon as I can <3