mamuzzy: (zee)
 Ultimately I hate this hypocritical attitude that fandom believes whatever the author puts on paper is not the representation of their IRL belief system. UNLESS it's something the fandom hates. Then it's suddenly a manifesto. 
mamuzzy: (Atin)
AND ZEE FINISHED WITH THE BLOGGING CHAPTER 2 YEEYYYY!!! It turned out, my comfort activity for the weekend was reading and blogging instead of mindlessly gaming. 


Yesterday I had a very bad experience on tumblr, because KT came up again regarding the topic of misogyny and I think this also made me bury myself in blogging, because if I didn't, I would have reacted to these posts. I think when I started blogging about the books first time years ago, my primary goal was to find my own answers to these questions as well: is the book really as misogynistic or anti-Jedi as it is said to be? And the more I delve into the English version, the more I come to the conclusion that hating on this book and the author is a community-building event in which I simply cannot and I am not willing to participate just to make people like me or my blog more.

Because the more I read, the more I realize that this book must be read CAREFULLY. It truly challenges your literacy, nothing is spoonfed to you, nothing had to be taken at face value. Narrator is just not present in this story, because the characters are the narrators. Ultimate case of unreliable narrators. 

Also this notion of "women who reads these books will suffer emotional damage" is the most fucking misogynystic take I've ever read. Because you will admit that you find women fragile little things who have to be protected from harmful media, and that is just one step from controlling what media women should read. You want Handmaid's Tale become a reality? This is how you get Handmaid's Tale becoming a reality. 

Anyway. Ultimately I'm here for lorehunting and for the characters, first and foremost. One another reason I moved my metas and bookblogging into this separate blog, because I don't want to be distracted what actually is the thing that makes me interested and invested in these books. 

Ahhh this turned out really ranty, I'm so sorry. But that post really pissed me off. People just cannot be normal about women. 

See you at chapter 3!  
mamuzzy: (Atin)
|| Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Zey picked up again. “And let me assure you that we’ve been searching diligently for them. We have a location for our targets, but no plans of the buildings. The lack of plans will make your retrieval and sabotage task more challenging, as will the communications situation. Questions?”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
A holochart blossomed into three dimensions in her cupped hands, then another, then another. She had layouts of half a dozen Neimoidian and Separatist buildings in the surrounding region, because Fulier hadn’t been the only one who was careless. After a few bottles of urrqal, the local construction workers dropped their guard.
Etain was neither a natural warrior nor a great charmer, but she was aware of her talent for spotting opportunities. It made up for a lot.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

GOOD GIRL. BEST GIRL. BESTEST GIRL. MY SMART GIRL. I LOVE YOU. 

It is really worth to pay attention to the POVs. Because Etain tends to talk down on herself and I wonder if these negative remarks also come from other character's pov as well, or only from hers. Because so far it seems, she really lacks of self-esteem despite the proof is THERE that she is very much capable. 

But also the literal shitshow just never ends for her, poor girl :DDD

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
That quantity of barq was a week’s earnings for these people. “You shouldn’t have gone to that trouble for me,” Etain said, embarrassed.
“You’re a guest,” the woman said. “Besides, once I’d scraped the dung off, shame to waste the grains stuck to it, eh? Oh-ah.”
Etain’s stomach rolled but she kept a steady expression. Coruscant’s food hygiene regulations certainly didn’t apply here.
“Very kind of you,” she said, and forced a smile.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
mamuzzy: (Atin)
 || Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
“Didn’t he have his lightsaber?”
“He did,” the Gurlanin said. “But Master Fulier has, or had, some discipline issues.”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
“Master Fulier was—is a courageous Jedi,” Jusik said, almost losing his composed manner for a moment. “He is simply passionate about justice.”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Master Fulier was probably dead: if he weren’t, he would have returned for her. He was—had been—brilliant, magnificently skilled when he was focused on being so. But he was also impatient, and inclined not to walk away from matters that weren’t his concern, and those were two factors that didn’t mix well with a covert mission.
He’d decided one of Hokan’s thugs needed to learn a lesson in how to respect the local population.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

This last quote was from Etain's perspective. I see resemblances between Qui-gon Jinn and Kast Fulier, someone who can't turn his face away from someone's suffering, only maybe Fulier has a slight hero complex? Vigilante? Space-sheriff?
mamuzzy: (Atin)
|| Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Despite appearances, this was the guest suite. Livestock wasn’t allowed in the barn at this time of year because animals had a tendency to eat the barq grain, and that was an awfully expensive way to fatten merlies for the table. The animals were allowed in the main house, and in the winter they even slept there, partly to keep the place warm and partly to protect them from prowling gdans.
The house had smelled like it, too. Nothing of the merlies—not even their body heat or their pungent odor—was ever wasted. “Keeps them bugs away,” Birhan had told her. “It’s a good stink.”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Imbraani wasn’t Coruscant, not at all. The only infrastructure in the rambling collection of farmsteads was devoted to what it took to grow, harvest, and export its cash crops, and to the comfort of its commercial overlords. Etain had grown up in a world where you could travel at will and send messages easily, and neither of those taken-for-granted facilities was readily available here.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•


Description of the rural environment of Qiilura is fascinating for me.

There are IRL farming communities where farming animals are actually treated like members of the households, yes, even with those animals that are raised for eventual slaughter for neccessities, like meat. Children formed connection with the animals too through caring for them, feeding them, but also the kids weren't spared from the animal's inevitable death. It teaches respect for the animal and its way to provide. 

Anyway. What we see here is not idillic rural life cottage core. This is poverty. 

What we see that they have a barn that farmers don't use for keeping the animals inside, but to protect the barq instead, so the animals slept in the main house with the owners. But they also did this in winter, because the animals provided enough bodyheat to make the house at pleasant temperature. Which means, the farmers didn't have proper way of heating (no electricity, no gas or other star wars sci-fi way of heating). Possibly the house couldn't properly keep the heat inside so chopping wood and keeping the fires alive was just a half-solution. Given the Neimoidian situation here, I bet the forests were also off-limit for personal usage, so if you wanted logs and firewood, you had to pay for them with the money you didn't have. Idk. I'm probably just brainstorming here at this point. 
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I'm still in love with Darman's social sensitivity. He noticed that the Jedi are seemed to be okay with questions, therefore he is more braver asking one too. And Darman is asking about the missing Master Fulier. 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
“What do you think happened to Master Fulier, sir?” Darman asked. He wouldn’t normally have posed unnecessary questions, but Arligan Zey had seemed to approve of his curiosity, and Darman was conditioned to do whatever Jedi generals wished.
Jusik opened a case of Kamino saberdarts and held it out as if offering a tray of uj cakes. “Valaqil believes he was betrayed by a native,” he said. “They’ve been known to do anything to earn food or a few credits.”
Darman wondered how a Jedi could be taken by anything less than an army. He’d seen them fight at Geonosis. His warfare was a science; theirs appeared to be an art. “Didn’t he have his lightsaber?”
“He did,” the Gurlanin said. “But Master Fulier has, or had, some discipline issues.”
Darman—a soldier able to withstand every privation in the field, and whose greatest fear was to wither from age rather than die in combat—felt inexplicably uncomfortable at the idea of a Jedi having failings.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

We get to know a little about Master Fulier's lore by the description of Valaqil. 

Love how the farmer Birhan and now Darman also points out the existence of lightsaber, and yet how it didn't help the Master in this fight. This absolute outsider perspective, who don't know anything AT ALL about the Jedi, only that these people are superhuman with flashing laserswords. Darman has to deal with the fact that maybe the Jedi are not as invincible and god-like entities how the propaganda painted them. That maybe these people have flaws too.  
mamuzzy: (Atin)
|| Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
 Jusik gestured to the exit. “I’m your armorer,” he said. “Weapons and data. Follow me and I’ll show you what you’ll have at your disposal.”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

I thought I won't talk about Bardan too much, but I was mistaken. He didn't joke when he said he is their armorer. He really DID his homework, KNOWS his stuff regarding what toys he gives to the kids commandos. But he also did his homework regarding the clones too, because he knows about ARC troopers, and about the structure of the commandos too.

Boy is really eager to learn, but also how he talks about the weapons, I think he is fond of any tech-related things in general. He is definitely less professional than Zey, he asks question not related to the mission, and the commandos have to herd him into the "proper" direction of the conversation. 


Niner asked how much time do they get to prepare and I just loved Bardan's reaction. It's the "I'm so sorry guys, it can't be better for you."
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
“Eight standard hours,” Jusik replied, almost apologetic. “Because that’s how long the journey to Qiilura will take. You’re embarking now.”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

Also I loved every instance where the weapons were compared to dishes. :D

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
It was a cache of treasures. There were upgrades and boltons that Darman knew might fit his existing gear, and ordnance that he didn’t recognize but looked like Republic issue, and there were …  exotics. Weapons he recalled from his database as belonging to a dozen different species—and quite a few that he couldn’t place at all—were laid out neatly on trestle tables. It was inviting, almost as inviting as a meal.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Jusik opened a case of Kamino saberdarts and held it out as if offering a tray of uj cakes.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
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|| Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
The commandos were focused on the weaponry, but Darman was also noting Jusik’s behavior with growing interest. The Padawan stood back to let the men get a closer look at the armaments but he was watching them carefully. “You’re nothing like droids at all, are you?”
“No sir,” Fi said. “We’re flesh and blood. Bred to be the best.”
“Like Advanced Recon Commandos?”
“Not quite ARCs, sir. Not like clone troopers, either. We don’t work alone and we don’t work in formations. We just look the same.”
“This is your unit of four, then? A squad?” He seemed to be recalling a hurried lesson. “Almost like a family?”
Niner cut in. “It is now, sir.”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

I am a bit torn because ultimately I want to talk about the things that interest me, so talking separately about Valaqil and Bardan Jusik for the sake of talking currently feels like a chore, but just mentioning him, Bardan is definitely someone who is already showing curiosity and interest toward the commandos, and not just as military assets, but realizing that they are actually people under the helmet. 

And I especially adore this part where Bardan tried to compare them to something another very abstract concept, something another unfamiliar thing to him - a family. Abstract, compared to a jedi, given they are separated from their families in their very early years. 

But also I like how Niner instantly confirmed: yes, they are a family now. Because due to Skirata, they DO have a concept of family. 

I don't know that Niner really just wanted to cut short this conversation, because he right away changes the topic to weapons, but given what we will know about his mindset and how much he looks up to Kal Skirata, I think Niner really decided, he wants to be a good sergeant/dad of this squad/family, whatever it takes.
 
mamuzzy: (Atin)
|| Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 


•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Jusik stopped at a door at the end of the passage and turned to them.“I wonder if I could ask the rest of you to remove your helmets.”
Nobody asked why, and they all obeyed, even though it wasn’t phrased as the unequivocal order they were expecting. The helmet seals made faint ssss sounds as they opened.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
 “Do you have names? I don’t mean numbers. Names.”
Now, that was a very private thing. You kept your name to yourself, your squad, and your training sergeant. Darman was embarrassed for him.
“My squad called me Atin,” the wounded commando said.
Niner glanced at Fi but said nothing. Atin was Mandalorian for “stubborn.”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•


Okay so I mentioned here in this entry how we see the Jedi as god-like entities through Darman's eyes but we arrived at one spot where Darman and even Niner and Fi is also draws the line at obeying: THEIR NAMES. 

We learn here that Skirata commandos treat their name something sacred, something only to be shared with close people. Darman also emphasised that it is only to be shared with their TRAINING SERGEANT. Therefor this rule doesn't apply to Jedi Generals, nor Jedi Commanders (Jusik), nor Kaminoans, other training sergeants or even other commandos. 

While you have Atin here and he just shares his name like it's the most natural thing in the world. We know that Sergeant Vau named his commandos, gave them names. Or more like, I want to imagine Vau a tsundere a man who says this is for practicality, like you would give callsigns to soldiers on the battlefield so they won't mistake each other, but under the surface he had the same idea like Skirata, giving them names and with it, giving them a chance to gain an identity. After all Vau also suggested for the paint for the Delta Squad too to boost moral if I know correctly. Vau was just more normal about it, less ritualistic, compared to Kal who is a hardcore fanatic Mandalorian.  

mamuzzy: (Atin)
|| Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
 Jusik looked up from his datapad. He appeared to be following the presentation. “Scum,” he said. “One of our sources calls them scum, indicating … a very disagreeable group of people.”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

DFUISDHGIOSDHGISDHG I'M CACKLNG I'm sorry, but personaly anecdote time again, because this just reminds me of that time when I played SWTOR with friends with mic on, and I brought my Jedi Guardian character. We played cozy style, we didn't mute ourselves or each other between convos, so whatever we said, yes, it was heard by everyone. :D And I'm a notorious yeller. At NPCs, not at my friends. I'm not fan of bullying others. 

Now the funniest part was when one friend constantly narrated my rant shenanigans by adding "- said the Jedi" at the end of every of my sentence :D

So our gameplays looked like something like this (roughly translated):  
Me: DIE YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT!
Friend: Said the Jedi. 
Me: FALL TO YOUR DEATH!!!
Friend: Said the Jedi. 
Me: MAY YOUR BODY DESSICATE IN THE FIERY PITS OF MORDOR!
Friend: Said the Jedi. 
etc :D

And now I can't stop laughing at Bardan XDD
Bardan: Scum. 
Me: Said the Jedi. 

mamuzzy: (Atin)
|| Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
He had been trained to take in every detail of his surroundings,
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
There was a pause, a long pause, and Zey looked along the row of three helmets and a damaged face as if waiting for something. The Jedi had said he hadn’t worked with clones before; maybe he was expecting a dialogue. He stopped at Darman. The potential embarrassment to the Master prompted Darman to fill the silent void.
It was an obvious question to ask, really.
“What’s the nature of the nanovirus, sir?”
Zey’s head moved back just a fraction. “An intelligent and significant question,” he said.
“Thank you, sir.”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

Darman is absolutely having a 'pleasure to have you in class' moment here. :DDDD 

BUT LET'S STOP HERE. LET'S STOP HERE FOR A MOMENT. PLEASE. AAAAAAAAAAAH. 

Can I talk about here for a second about Darman's hypervigilance? And it's not just about how the clones are generally hypervigilant to their environment due to being a soldiers always ready to jump at the slightest sign of danger. 

This hypervigilance IN SOCIAL SITUATIONS. Darman. Why? Why do you have this urge to save this situation? Why do you want to make the Jedi satisfied? Obeying is one thing. But their general being embarassed is out of their control. Darman felt the pressure to please to avoid a possible negative reaction from Zey. 

Maybe it can mean nothing, but I'm usually tuned to notice such reactions. 

But this chapter through Darman also mentions how the Jedi in general were described for the Commandos before. Their trainers painted them as god-like creatures with myterious powers, someone not to be messed up. Someone always to be obeyed to. Which make sense. After all, the "Jedi" order an obedient and efficient army. 

The Clone Commandos were fed with propaganda about the Jedi.

Yet I again, I probably want to breakdown the anti-jedi accusations these books get. Because what you can read here it's not the universal narrative, it's not a rule set to stone about the universe or the Jedi. It's how characters are interacting with EACH OTHER and talking about EACH OTHER. It truly makes it a living-breathing story where you have to pay attention who says what about anything, because the information is distorted by the person's POV you see the scene. This is why it's important to pay attention WHO IS THE MAIN POV in the given scene. 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Darman had never seen Jedi before the Battle of Geonosis, and he was equally fascinated.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

He was also observing Jusik. The Padawan still appeared riveted by the commandos. Darman was careful not to stare—even though any eye movement was disguised by his helmet—because Jedi knew things without having to see. His instructors had told him so. Jedi were omniscient, omnipotent, and to be obeyed at all times.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Jusik stopped at a door at the end of the passage and turned to them.“I wonder if I could ask the rest of you to remove your helmets.”
 
Nobody asked why, and they all obeyed, even though it wasn’t phrased as the unequivocal order they were expecting.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
He wouldn’t normally have posed unnecessary questions, but Arligan Zey had seemed to approve of his curiosity, and Darman was conditioned to do whatever Jedi generals wished.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Darman wondered how a Jedi could be taken by anything less than an army. He’d seen them fight at Geonosis. His warfare was a science; theirs appeared to be an art.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Darman—a soldier able to withstand every privation in the field, and whose greatest fear was to wither from age rather than die in combat—felt inexplicably uncomfortable at the idea of a Jedi having failings.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•


I love Darman so much and I love his brain too. 


mamuzzy: (Atin)
|| Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 
 
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Niner raised a gloved hand from his lap. “Sir, what is the comm situation, exactly?”
“Neimoidians.”
“Not quite with you, sir.”
Zey looked blank for a moment, and then his face lit up with revelation. “The Neimoidians own and control all the infrastructure—the native population scarcely have pits for refreshers, but their overlords enjoy the finest comlink net and air traffic control that credits can buy. They like to ensure that nobody does business without their knowledge. So they monitor everything, and very little intelligence comes out—you’ll have to avoid using the long-range comlink. Do you understand me, soldier?”
“Sir, yes sir, General Zey.”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

Niner doesn't have prejudice toward the Neimodians like the rest of the natborns do. I don't think the clones have the concept of racism and stereotypes just yet. This is why probably mentioning the neimoidians doesn't tell a single thing to Niner about what he needs to know. Anything they know about another species is the way how to kill them efficiently. 

It really makes me wonder why Zey is actually perked up. He actually had something useful to share with the Commandos? Or it can be about this uncorruptedness?

 

mamuzzy: (Atin)

|| Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

I really love Darman in this chapter. I love his brain, I love how he thinks about the world, and in this chapter we get a lot of lore about the horrors of being a commando - being a clone - and Darman has no idea about it.

The beginning of the chapter where they receive the briefing from Arligan Zey starts with Darman and how he is relieved that his still alive. Or more like, he is still himself:

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
It didn’t feel so bad to be revived after stasis. He was still a commando. They hadn’t reconditioned him. That meant—that meant he’d performed to expected standards at Geonosis. He’d done well. He felt positive.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

This is where the cruel reality of the clones hits us in the head for the first time. The reality, that these soldiers can be stripped out of their identity at any time if they don't perform well. That whenever they climb into these stasis tanks with the possible future that they may not get out of here as themselves. It's already quite inhumane to put the commandos in a stasis tank until the next usage, but the inhumanity and cruelty is not something they are aware of, nor something they question. It is completely normal for them. Darman sees it as a positive thing that he did well enough not to be killed off. 

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Trigun really gave me the Breath of Fire IV vibes with Vash and Knives, especially compared to Ryu and Fou-Lu. 

Vash and Knives are aliens (Rem believed them as angels), raised among humans, but Knives was radicalized by how one of the crew member treated him and his brother as a monster, and how humanity treated the world around them general. Especially the fact that the humanity were on this mission of seeking a new home after deplepting the resources of Earth which made Knives think about humans nothing more than parasites. While Vash hanged on every words of Rem, their caretaker and the person who saved them, taught them love and respecting life. And I think this is why the ending hits really good, because when he visits Knives, he is like: He enjoyed the human life. And by end how it turned out, he intends to show the kinder side, what it means to be a human.

Fou-lu and Ryu are one soul separated by time and space, and they are destined to unite in one body one day. 
And you know... there were points where Fou-Lu actually considered to simply just disappear and live a normal life. Despite being ruthless to his enemies, he was actually forgiving to the mortals, thinking, it's in their nature to be selfish, immature and illogical. But the more they pushed him to the edge, the more he was convinced that humanity don't deserve mercy. While Ryu - not knowing about his destiny - he had companions right from the start who cared about him, cherished him, he experience kindness, loyalty, but also the darker sides of human nature too. Ryu had a chance the experience what it means to be human. I especially love this change in the manga adaption that instead of Ryu make Fou-Lu merging with him, they simply just start travelling together. 

I just really like this trope of gods/aliens/otherwordly creatures trying to find the meaning what it means to be human, trying to understand them and how environment and people around them affects them while trying to arrive to their own conclusion about humanity. 
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Okay, I figured this shit out, maybe from now on I can put my long posts or posts with multimedia under cuts. 
mamuzzy: (nyaing)
If I had a nickel for every time I fell for a guy named Ordo, I'd have two nickels-- which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
mamuzzy: (Atin)
|| Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 

(uhm... so apparently quotemarks are messing up the cuts...)
 
 
I'm still thinking about exactly in what format should I write the chapters, because I don't always have the spoon to create huge posts, but when a chapter or section is also a character study, I guess I have to make an effort.
 
On the other hand, just a warning: If my upcoming posts seem a little different in style, it's because I type them in my own language first, instead of immediately jumping into English and looking for the closest available words in my own personal dictionary (= memory), which are at most the closest results to what I want to express. So now I type twice as much, but at least what you see here now is exactly what I want to see written down. If it makes sense. 
 
I've already done a lengthy character analysis of Zey before, and it all started with my speculation that Karen Traviss sometimes portrays characters as soldiers who have never been near the battlefield at all, and although this theory about Etain has been disproved with my latest rereading (I mistook some signs as PTSD reactions), I am somehow still at odds with Arligan Zey regarding what exactly the author wanted to portray with him: A sergeant or a Jedi master? (fuck my life, this pun won’t get through in English)
 
[In this post] I mentioned a theory that Arligan Zey, even if he has no military experience, there is a reason to believe that he does have experience in areas that go beyond diplomacy and peacekeeping. This… Or Arligan Zey trying to look like a “cool person” in front of the commandos, which is even funnier, especially since we see the whole thing from Darman’s point of view!
 
Let's take a look at Zey's physical attributes: they aren't particularly mentioned, but there is a section that mentions that he is quietly pacing up and down the room while they wait for the fourth commando to arrive. 
 
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Jedi Master Arligan Zey, hands clasped behind his back, paced up and down in front of the screen, cloak flapping, breaking the holoprojection each time.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Pacing is usually a sign of people who can't sit still, who need some kind of stimulation, or who do a job where they are constantly stimulated, so forcing them into a situation where they have to stop for a moment causes them discomfort. I don't want to get ahead of myself with the books, but considering how much Arligan hates his position as director on Coruscant later on, perhaps this theory is true: Arligan Zey must have been doing very active work within the Jedi Order before the war began. 
 
•─────⋅☾ Pragmatism ☽⋅─────•
 
But I think what I really want to talk about the most is his pragmatism, which immediately appears here in this chapter. Because if Zey can be described in one word, it is this: pragmatic. 
 
Pragmatic people are down to earth people in the sense that if they see a problem, they will solve it, and they can be very practical and realistic about it. Logic is in the center of their thought process and yet they often push intellectualism and artistic creativity into the background, even emotions too if they hinder the achievement of the desired effect. And I think it's very fitting for Zey that he just can't sit on his ass. He always has to do something: either a task to be solved, or engaging in something that requires exercise. 
 
Pragmatism is also manifested in the way he talks about other people. In this case, about clones. Zey has a rather acerbic and sarcastic style, but we can already see that he recognizes the existence of the clones' free will - maybe intelligence too. We also see that if necessary, Arligan Zey is ready to sacrifice their mental and physical health, if it can serve the greater good, which is to win the war. 
 
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Clone personnel have free will, even if they do follow orders. If they couldn’t think for themselves, we’d be better off with droids—and they’re a lot cheaper, too. They have to be able to respond to situations we can’t imagine. Will that change them in ways we can’t predict? Perhaps. But they have to be mentally equipped to win wars. Now thaw those men out. They have a job to do.
—Jedi Master Arligan Zey, intelligence officer
Secure briefing room, Fleet Support, Ord Mantell, three standard months after Geonosis
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Zey paused, and Jusik filled the space. “We have a Jedi there, Master Kast Fulier, but we haven’t heard from him or his Padawan in some weeks.”
Zey picked up again. “And let me assure you that we’ve been searching diligently for them. We have a location for our targets, but no plans of the buildings.
(…)
Zey slipped his hands into his cloak, head lowered slightly. “If you happen to find Master Fulier safe, we would be relieved, but Uthan and the facility are your main priorities. Do you understand everything I have said?”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

In this chapter, Arligan Zey instructs the Omega Squad on their mission, which will lead them to Qiilura, the same planet where Jedi Master Kast Fulier was killed and now Padawan Etain Tur Mukan is fighting for her life. And I noticed that he spoke about them with exactly the same objectivity. Just as Zey would sacrifice these four commandos for the safety of the Republic, Zey would sacrifice the lives and safety of the two Jedi to protect millions of Clones. The important military assets. Zey submits everything to the greater good. 
 
•─────⋅☾ Addressing ☽⋅─────•
 
I noticed another interesting thing that was highlighted by narrative, and that is Zey apparently doesn't know how to talk to the commandos. I would really like to write about these scenes from Darman's point of view, but Zey's point of view is also very intriguing how he tries to connect with them. 
 
Atin literally runs into the scene with his freshly scarred face, without a helmet, and while Arligan only asks him whether he's fit for duty (what else :D), Jusik can't take his eyes off of him, and you might think that Jusik is staring at Atin because he's shocked by the scar, but I'd rather attribute it to the fact that Jusik has never seen a clone without a helmet. 
 
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
The other Jedi was staring at the newcomer with an expression of barely concealed astonishment. Zey seemed to notice and nudged his colleague. “Padawan Jusik is new to clone armies, as are we all.” That was understandable: Darman had never seen Jedi before the Battle of Geonosis, and he was equally fascinated. “You’ll excuse his curiosity.”
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Still, I am very curious about why Zey felt it was important to apologize on behalf of Jusik: 
 
1.) Is Jusik's stare is impolite and not represents basic Jedi etiquette?
2.)  Does explicitly shown curiosity means that they cross some invisible line between each other as superiors and subordinate? Jedi and clones? Human and… laboratory rat?
3.) What if it's about something much more innocent? Maybe even vanity? What if I’m right about my other theory, that Zey is VERY, VERY trying to look like professional cool guy in the eyes of the clones, someone to be taken seriously? That Zey's cold detachment - perhaps even dehumanization - is perhaps a role he took on because he thinks that is what is expected of him? Oh, Zey, if you only knew what's on Darman's mind... 
 
And from this third assumption, I noticed how the narrative emphasises on addressing them at one point: 
 
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
“This is your objective, gentlemen—Qiilura.”
(…)
He had referred to them as gentlemen. Maybe Zey didn’t know what to call commandos. It was still early days for all of them.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
And that's why I noticed how Zey asks these questions as well: 
“Do you understand me, soldier?”
“Do you understand everything I have said?”
 
This is mostly just an observation, as if Zey is making a military jargon blunder. Zey tries to mimic the soldier-y speech, but instead it feels like he talks to well… aliens. Droids. Children. Mentally challenged. Oh my god he is so awkward I love him.
 
•─────⋅☾ Bullshitting ☽⋅─────•
 
So I wrote in a post earlier about Qiilura's neutrality, and about the fact that the Republic and the Jedi had nothing to do with this planet before, because it’s not under their jurisdiction. In other words: The Republic doesn’t give a shit about Qiilura.
 
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Zey paused for breath as if to ensure that the last snippet of information had made its point. “Given how thinly stretched our resources are, we are unfortunately unable to justify intervening to deal with any injustice on Qiilura at this time.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
 
So that's why I had a good laugh, especially after Zey said that this planet is neutral, but it won't be for long, because if I want to decipher this quote into human language, it translates to something like this: We don't have any reason to officially interfere with local politics, so that's where you come in. 
 
——
In conclusion, I want to say that Arligan Zey is a character who has a potential for character progression and WILL HAVE character progression, though it’s more subtle, given he is a minor character in the series with few scenes. But all this is a wonderful example for a jedi who will see the error of his ways regarding how detached he was from living and breathing people. I am really looking forward to dissect him more in the next books. 
 
If you got into the end of my study, I hope you enjoyed it. :D 
 
mamuzzy: (Atin)
 || Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book Series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for harrowing themes || 

One of takes I usually encounter in the fandom, that this book is anti-jedi because not a single character is reacting to the Jedi in the welcoming way. 

While I don't deny the fact the first encounter with the jedi and a civilian wasn't too happy, in fact, Birhan expressed his dismay toward Etain being a Jedi, but we actually get a very obvious explanation why is it like this:
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
“Oh, great,” the farmer sighed, eyeing the shaft of pure blue light. “Not one of you lot. That’s all we need.”

--

Zey went on, “Qiilura is technically neutral. Unfortunately, its neutral status is likely due to end very soon.”
(...)
“You’re looking at farming communities, almost all of them located here in this region because it’s the most fertile land,” Zey said. “They produce barq, kushayan, and fifty percent of the luxury foodstuffs and beverages in the galaxy. There’s also gem mining. The population is nevertheless living at subsistence level, and there is no government other than the law of commerce and profit—Neimoidian traders effectively own the planet, or at least the productive areas that are of use to them.

(...)

“The Neimoidians own and control all the infrastructure—the native population scarcely have pits for refreshers, but their overlords enjoy the finest comlink net and air traffic control that credits can buy. They like to ensure that nobody does business without their knowledge.

---

The farmer stared at the crushed stalks and the scattered bead-like grains, tight-lipped. Yes, barq fetched a huge price in the restaurants of Coruscant: it was a luxury, and the people who grew it for export couldn’t afford it. That didn’t seem to bother the Neimoidians who controlled the trade. It never did.

(misc quotes from chapter 1 and chapter 2 in relation of the topic)


•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

Qiilura is NOT Republic territory, therefor the Jedi had no reason to be here before - until now. And simple farmer who worked themselves to death due to their master's exploitations had no reason to think of the Jedi as some kind of mythical heroes, no reason to think they are some kind of positive savior figures.

And let's be honest, ultimately, the Jedi are NOT saviors of the mankind, they are not doing charity work OUTSIDE of the Republic. 

Quiilura is now ruled by Neimoidians, Neimodians are the head of the Trade Federation (puppets under Sidious), and Trade Federation is the key supporter of the Confederacy of Independent Systems.   

The only reason the Republic, therefore the Jedi are now interested in a planet like this is not because they suddenly took pity of the oppressed residents. It's because on the planet the CIS doing an operation that could endanger the safety of the entire Republic. 

EDIT: okay, last time I edit this post, but please take a look at this brilliant way of Zey BULLSHITTING. I LOVE IT. 
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
“Given how thinly stretched our resources are, we are unfortunately unable to justify intervening to deal with any injustice on Qiilura at this time."
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
mamuzzy: (nikkari)
|| TRIGUN || 1998 || Anime series || Action, Post-Apocalyptic, Space-western || PG-13 ||
 
I already started writing about the second DVD once, but it ended up being a whole entry about the sixth episode, which leads me to the conclusion that it would be much more obvious and comfortable choice for me to blog from episode to episode, since I can easily get stuck on the details and invested in lore, and I wouldn't be able to write a normal summary even if they held a gun to my head. 
 
But also I always forget that this website is still not social media. I can take my time to write lengthy posts about things, and I don’t have to write anything under one breath-take. So I think this time I was finaly managed to summarize what happened in the 6-10 episodes. 
 
What I noticed that the structure starts to become less episodic, and rather aiming to pick up smaller arcs that are relating to each other, and even direct continuations from the previous ones. 

Episode 5: Hard Puncher
Episode 6: Lost July
The city of Inepril is in danger of decay due to their broken powerplant, so when Vash shows up, the bounty on his head is their only chance for them to make things better: by killing Vash, they use the bounty to call engineers to repair the powerplant and the city can prosper again. They were even willing to hire wanted criminals to catch and kill Vash, which of course backfired on them, because the Nebraska family didn’t spare the city itself, nor its residents, so in the end Vash saved everyone and HE collected the bounty from the Nebraskas. Vash gave the money to city which could finally afford to invite scientists and engeneers to Inepril. And I wrote about episode 6 [in this post].
 
Episode 7: B. D. N. 
Episode 8: “And Between the Wasteland and Sky…”  
Episode B.D.N. connects to the previous ones in a way that Vash boards the same steamer that brought the engineers to Inepril and continues on his journey. But the train gets hijacked by the bandits called Bad Lad Gang, and they got help from the inside too from a kid who has personal ties to this particular train too. 
 
Meryl and Milly gets on the train too, because their duty of following Vash around not ended, and due to not being able to pay for the tickets, they start to work there as cashiers. I really loved how we saw them taking initiative and actually having roles of catching the bad guys. They were able to incapacitate a patrol on their own, taking on their guise and in the end, they basically arrested the boss. Not that it really moved the BDN the slightest, but still, it was nice to see them in action. 
 
And regarding Vash? We got closer to him regarding of his truer personality. When he boarded the train and yelled, how he is finally ALONE after everyone was constantly on his back??? DAMNNN Vash, I can relate :D But more and more we see that being a cheerful loser is just a facade. He can’t recall memories about certain things, which explain why he has no idea what’s going on most of the times, and this makes him kind of an airhead from the outside, especially that he usually don’t try to convince nor people, nor the audience from the opposite. Or how he is a perv that desperately wants girls, but not actually want to have sex when the opportunity presents, like with those prostitues. 
Speaking of women… Vash has a woman in his life. A someone named Rem. Aside from a song and memories about their conversations, we don’t get to know too much, but we know that she is someone very important to Vash and that she is one who inspires him in this pacifist lifestyle. 
 
Episode 9: Murder Machine
Episode 10: Quick Draw

This is what I call the Wolfwood arc along with episode 11 that is on the third dvd. This is where the show introduced the fourth main, reoccurring character Nicolas D. Wolfwood, a travelling priest with his iconic giant cross, the Punisher on his back. Honestly if something I remember from this anime very clearly by design is THIS GUY. 
 
And the first guy who figures out Vash right from the start. He sees throught him. He comments about the fake smile. And comments about his genuine smile too. When Vash sees him doing something out of his kind heart. Some kind of admiration?  

We have this mysterious priest, who hides pistols in his cross, have almost as good abilities as Vash so you can be sure he is not your usual travelling priest who collects donation to his orphanage for kids, but you can be sure that Wolfwood has soft spot for children and for the weak too and this is something that makes him symphatetic in Vash's eyes after the first bad impressions.  
 
But I think the show starts to build up something with Wolfwood x Milly. 

Speaking of the main heroes and romance…
Now because we are still at the end of the 90’s we can’t really talk about the official existence of the named tsundere archetype just yet, but I think Meryl fits into the trope (just not the skull-bashing type). Hot headed, short, she becomes very flustered around the protagonist quite often due to her complicated feelings which is more than just not being able to reconcile with the fact that sometimes things are NOT what she thinks they supposed to be. Not to mention that Vash is intimidated by her. :D So yeah, Meryl is not the skullbashing type of aggressive with superhuman powers, this is why I love when the show actually presents her and Milly the opportunity to shine as important part of the story. Because as mortals, they have their limits, especially compared to Vash who is introduced more and more as some otherworldly being. 
But what I enjoy that this affection Meryl starts to feel toward Vash is subtle, and you can’t describe it as love, not on the physical level. I don’t think Meryl can describe what she loves about this man. But ooohhh I have lot of thoughts about her, especially regarding the third dvd. 

mamuzzy: (nikkari)
 Finished with the second DVD of Trigun as well, was at DVD 3 when I realized that HOPPA, I need to write an entry before I binge-watch the whole thing, BECAUSE IT JUST BECAME GOOD???

In Episode 5, Hard Puncher, by Vash defeating the Nebraskas, he was able to collect the bounty after them and he gave it to Inepril city to cover all it's costs to hire engineers and repair the power plant (the same city that organized an mob to hunt Vash down for his own bounty :DDD). The duel between Vash and the Nebraskas was also the final proof for Meryl too to finaly accept the truth which was right under their nose all along: This is the guy they were looking for. 

And this is how we arrived at Episode 6, Lost July.


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My absolute favorite thing in Meryl and Vash dynamic, that Meryl is still so fucking pissed of that HE IS Vash the Stampede and so annoyed when Vash doesn't behave Vash the Stampede-y XDD Vash is terrified from this smol angy munchkin. :D I love her so much. The Insurance Agency duo is still on duty to prevent Vash from causing any financial trouble. 

Also this is the first episode that is actually progressing in the plot regarding Vash the Stampede's past and also showing more about the worldbuilding. We have cities scattered across No Man's Land, and most of them possess these powerplants (big-ass cool looking light-bulbs in the scenery), which prevents the deserification, and with it, people abandoning their homes. Inepril was on the verge of ruination, when Vash's arrival presented the opportunity to get money to fix the power plant. We don't know too much about these buildings, we don't know who built them, what exactly this technology is, but it has a collective name: Lost Technology. 


(gif: misakarose.tumblr.com)

Now the first interesting thing I noticed that Vash has some kind of connection for this Lost Technology. There was this scene, in which he spills the booze into the air, saying loud: "You are just tired."
It can be interpreted as if he talked to himself, but I think... I think he talked to the power plant itself. 
(I really really have faint memories about this show and the later episodes. So you are watching me speculating here :D)
He talked to the powerplant before Elisabeth, chief engineer approached him, and Vash went back into his whimsical self, trying to get attention and affection of a woman :D I think at this point we can assume that this is really a facade of somekind. 

But this is another instance where we learn things about Vash: 
- Age Unknown
- Origin Unknown
- Wanted for a murder of Count Revenant Vasquez
(who dis???)
- He has sixty-billion double dollar bounty on his head, but we already knew this

Elisabeth hires Vash to be her bodyguard, because she expects assassins to attack her due to her being one of the few people who have knowledge of operating these power plants. Vash instantly goes along with it, no questions asks. Boy has something for dominant women who treats her like trash that's for sure, I'm sensing issues here. :DDD Anyway. It turns out this woman is someone from the past. Elisabeth is survivor from July City: A city which Vash the Stampede single handedly destroyed with a mysterious unearthly powers, and yet everyone stayed alive, and this earned him the sixty billion double dollar bounty on his head. 

Elisabeth arranged a malfunction in the powerplant to lure Vash inside and get a vengance on him for destroying July city, but with it also doomed to kill everyone else here in Inepril. For her, this was an acceptable price. One teeny-tiny problem occured: Vash doesn't remembers any of this. Vash can recall that he was in the middle of a destroyed city. And before? Just faint memories of childhood. 

Vash has amnesia? That makes sense why he is look like all the time like he has absolutely no idea what is going on. I wonder that what we see in these episodes that Vash is on the path to regain his memories? He is very much aware that he lacks something but he can't show this kind of vulnerability in such forgiving place? 


(gif: misakarose.tumblr.com)

Now back to that scene where Vash talked to the powerplant? It makes sense in the end. Because while we don't know how exactly he does it, or what he does, he prevents the building from exploding. We have no idea what is going on, but he just comes out unharmed, ever mysterious. Vash at this points really starts to give out some otherworldy vibes, someone who is maybe more than human?  

In the end this episode earned his own post, due to its richness of character lore I am very much invested in at this point. :3 I really loved the conclusion with Elisabeth too, who in the end couldn't fulfill her revenge, because she just didn't have proof that Vash was the one who did the destruction. She needed someone to blame for her parents death. She needed to hurt someone for her own survival guilt. And now she needs something else to hang on to. 

 

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