Jan. 19th, 2026

mamuzzy: (kasenrage)
|| The Handmaid's Tale || 2017-2025 || TV adaptation || Drama, Sci-fi || 16+ for sex, violence, harrowing themes ||  

I think my issues with the "Nick was so much worse than Serena >:(((" and "You hate Serena because she is a vagina-haver" takes that people forget that Serena Joy was the one who wrote the laws for Gilead. And not just that. 

She wrote an entire book about women's "biological destiny" is produce as many children as they can. And that was before Gilead. That was before being an actual warcriminal. 

I think season 6 managed to water Serena down to a brainless cultist with a spiritual naivity, silly girl who thought women are the sacred vessel of God and she respected these women all along.

BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuullshit. 

Serena spent the entire Season 1 abusing June physically and mentally for not getting pregnant.

No. Serena is a fertile woman with good upbringing and she had been preaching a lot about that every woman who has a healthy womb should submit to the cause of repopulating the Earth. ---> This is why she had been assassinated in the first place, got shot in the womb in the process and then this made her infertile. This is why her arc for fighting to becoming a mother started. Not before. Before that, she was just a power hungry preacher who fought for the "greater good" and was ready to sacrifice everyone for the "greater good". 

Serena Joy was one of the CREATORS of Gilead who later realized that very system she created won't reward her and without a man on her side, SHE IS NOTHING. (the problem with season 6 that it applied this Gilead-narrative into the end game for the good guys too. that women without man with guns are nothing). It wasn't just an oopsy-daisy mistake. She and Fred happily rejoiced when their origanization started to kill people and bombing various places to fake terrorist attacks, so the Government can finally announce martial law. 

Serena is NOT a victim. Maybe a victim of her own machinations and with it, patriarchy she actively supported. But bad things happening with Serena should have been an poetic justice. An artistic tool. Not a victimization so the audience would feel sympathy for her but also the characters also forget and FORGIVE about her crime. Or idk, she shouldn't have been reduced to this "I was just a sad stupid little girl who wanted to make daddy proud, I didn't know that killing people would end up people being dead. :((((" 

Serena was so interesting to me because SHE KNEW exactly what she was doing. Only she miscalculated her own future role in it. 

But what about Nick Blaine?

Nick is people of color with troubled upbringing. His mother is nowhere, his dad and older brother are alcoholic so he is the breadwinner of the family. Or at least he tries to be. He had trouble keeping his jobs. After Nick punched him in the face, the recruiter for Sons of Jacob recognized that he can brainwash this kid into their cause through promising him finanical safety and the safety of belonging. This is how Nick ended up in the system before Gilead. 

Objectively? Nick and Serena are both warcriminals. They did horrible things to ensure the initial reign of Gilead. Serena through legislations in the background, and Nick through actual violence. 

But because Nick being a Guardian/Eye makes people accociate of the current IRL situation of the US/ICE, people immediately getting enraged in the fandom so you can't have this conversation about fictional characters. 

But I will say here: 
The major difference between them is that Serena had IDEOLOGY.
Nick didn't have an ideology. He had nothing.
Nick Blaine is the most morally grey character of the story beside June Osborn and this pisses off people even more if he was an actual villain. (Congratulation Season 6, you actually made Nick Blaine the moral villain of the story.) 

I love both characters, but the Black & White moralization around them in the fandom is just so annoying. 

mamuzzy: (zee)


|| Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace || 1999 || Book Adaptation || Science Fiction || PG ||


Anakin blinked awake, rubbing at his eyes, yawning and turning over on his side. He was no longer stretched out by the parts crate where he had fallen asleep the night before, but was back in his own bed.


The hand lifted away from his cheek, and Anakin stared up at Padmé, at a face he found so beautiful it brought a tightness to his throat. Yet he stared at her in confusion, for she had been the central figure in his dream, different from now, older, sadder … and something more.


“You were in my dream,” he said, swallowing hard to get the words out. “You were leading a huge army into battle.”


The girl stared at him in wonder, then smiled. “I hope not. I hate fighting.” Her voice was merry and light, dismissive in a way that bothered him. “Your mother wants you to get up now. We have to leave soon.”

 

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I think the "I hate sand" line was an improvement regarding trying to flirt with your future bride, instead of telling her that you are the angel of death, leading an army. :DDD Anakin ten years later banging his into the wall: WHY DID YOU SAID THIS TO HER, YOU CREEPED HER OUT!!! 

Jokes aside, I think it's really heartbreaking to read that Anakin was already pleagued by visions since childhood and no one batted an eye. 

mamuzzy: (nyaing)
 || Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace || 1999 || Book Adaptation || Science Fiction || PG ||


“We will be patient,” Qui-Gon advised, straightening himself, drawing their attention back to him. “Anakin Skywalker, meet Obi-Wan Kenobi.”

The boy beamed. “Pleased to meet you. Wow! You’re a Jedi Knight, too, aren’t you?”

The younger Jedi looked from the boy to Qui-Gon and rolled his eyes in despair.
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THE SNORT I JUST SNEARTED!!!!!!!!!!
Obi-Wan is so done with Qui-Gon's shit collecting strays. :DDD
mamuzzy: (Default)
 || Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace || 1999 || Book Adaptation || Science Fiction || PG ||


“If I may say so, Your Majesty,” the senator replied, his voice kind, but sad, “the chancellor has little real power. He is mired in baseless accusations of corruption. A manufactured scandal surrounds him. The bureaucrats are in charge now.”

The Queen rose, standing tall and fixed before him. “What options do we have, Senator?”

Palpatine seemed to think on the matter for a moment. “Our best choice would be to push for the election of a stronger supreme chancellor—one who could take control of the bureaucrats, enforce the laws, and give us justice.” He brushed back his thick hair, worrying his forehead with steepled fingers. “You could call for a vote of no confidence in Chancellor Valorum.”

Amidala did not seem convinced. “Valorum has been our strongest supporter. Is there no other way?”

Palpatine stood before her. “Our only other choice would be to submit the matter to the courts—”

“There is no time for that,” the Queen interrupted quickly, a hint of anger in her voice. “The courts take even longer to decide things than the Senate.” She shifted purposefully, an edge sharpening her words further. “Our people are dying—more and more each day. We must do something quickly. We must stop the Trade Federation before this gets any worse.”

Palpatine gave Amidala a stern look. “To be realistic about the matter, Your Highness, I believe we are going to have to accept Trade Federation control as an accomplished fact—for the time being, at least.”

The Queen shook her head slowly. “That is something I cannot do, Senator.”
 
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HOLY SHIT. THIS IS THE SCENE. This is the scene where Amidala and Palpatine discussing the Vote of No Confidence for Valorum!!!!! 
But also his brain: If he gets into power as Supreme Chancellor, it's a win. But if Trade Federation gets the queen sign the treaties so they can gain control over Naboo, it is also a win for him. 

But also see? Desperation urges her to do fast and immediate actions. Gateway drug to fascism.

Hah. Politics. :D

mamuzzy: (Atin)
  || Republic Commando: Hard Contact || 2004 || Book series || Military, Sci-Fi || 18+ for violence and harrowing themes || 


Darman going against the weequays was incredibly sexy, but also we see that it wasn't just about shooting them from the distance. He killed someone with his bare hands, with a vibroblade, very close. But also this detail that he doesn't know how to feel about it. He is a living weapon and he doesn't know what to think about death and killing or how to form words around the feeling how it affects him. 

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Darman brought his fist up hard under the Weequay’s jaw, ramming his own vibroblade up into the throat and twisting his fist off to one side to sever blood vessels. He supported the deadweight of the impaled Weequay on one arm, until it stopped moving. Then Darman lowered his arm, shaking with the effort, and let the body roll to the ground as quietly as he could.

(...)

He’d killed plenty of times at Geonosis, smashing droids with grenade launchers and cannons at a distance, hyped up on fear and the instinct to live. Survive to fight.

But this was different. It wasn’t distant, and the debris of the kill wasn’t metal. The Weequay’s blood had dried in a stream down his glove and right forearm plate. And he hadn’t managed a clean kill. It was wrong.

They had drilled him to kill, and kill, and kill, but nobody had thought to teach him what he was supposed to feel afterward. He did feel something, and he wasn’t certain what it was.

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