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 I bless my riduur that she loves my hard work when I don't respect myself. I loved this particular essay I wrote about the Null's eidetic memory so I thought I would share here. 

NULL ARCS AND DIFFERENCE BETWEEN EIDETIC MEMORY & HYPERTHYMESIA

While I was writing my ASPD-essay about the Nulls, I realized the book use the term of “eidetic memory” wrong.

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Ordo didn't even blink. “I remember everything I see in complete detail. I have eidetic memory. What I saw was the identical image of the woman we detained and who you took for interrogation. Of that much I am absolutely certain.”
 
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He had an eidetic memory, like all the Nulls: just one quick canter through the manual before they set out, and Ordo had the theory down pat. Skirata was ferociously proud of him, as he was all his boys, but he resented the damage the Kaminoans had done to them in the creation of what they were sure would be the perfect soldier. Their brilliance came at a price.
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They say there is no such thing as photographic memory. There is eidetic memory: it’s an ability to recall images with high detail - FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME after seeing it once. This helps the Nulls look at an entire starship manual, recall the related information WHILE they are in the middle of learning how to handle the ship and not die during the process.

But remembering EVERY DETAIL of your life since your birth and having your mind cluttered with EVERY memory is not eidetic memory. It is condition called HYPERTHYMESIA.
 
A person with hyperthymesia is able to remember an abnormally large number of details of their life experiences and recall it vividly.

 
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
“I'd like to fast-rope down there,” Fi said. He'd always enjoyed that in training on Kamino. He preferred endless vistas to cramped spaces, as did many of his brothers. They said it was the legacy of being gestated in glass vats; Ordo claimed he could even remember it.
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Forgetting is a healthy function to an extent. The ability to forget helps us prioritize things, helps in decision making, helps us to make place to learn new things, making new connections between information and memories, overwriting old impressions. The Nulls can’t forget and they remember everything since their birth. 

IF the Nulls have hyperthymesia, eidetic memory will help them to recall the perfect imagies of past memories no matter how long he read it. Like a medbay manual: 
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Ordo stopped dead because Etain had put her hand to her mouth and her eyes were screwed tight shut. His immediate thought was that she was miscarrying, and while he would never use the word panic, he was stuck between systems in a small shuttle with just a first-aid kit and his eidetic recall of the medbay manual.
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Why is it shit to not being able to forget?

Because you will have trouble learning to make new connections to shape your impression about things. The Nulls will never be able to forget and heal properly from their own traumas, and that’s why I always say that no amount of unconditional-love can overwrite their previous impressions and life experiences. People often misunderstand why the Nulls are so afraid to disappoint Kal. They think Kal abused his sons and this is exactly how Ny reacts to him in 501st. Ordo failed a mission. 

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“He was worrying how you’d take the news,” she whispered. “He’s always so confident about everything else, but he’s scared stiff of you.”

She sounded as if she was asking what Skirata had done to make him that way. “I love that boy more than my own life,” Skirata said indignantly. “He knows I’d never blame him for this. For anything.”

“I know. It’s just sad to watch it.”

Ordo’s need to please him always broke Skirata’s heart. He’d never given Ordo any cause to fear him, but the Kaminoans had already burned the idea into the Nulls’ psyches that failure was never tolerated. Failures had to be reconditioned—terminated. However many times Skirata told Ordo he was perfect, it never erased that lesson from infancy.

“You believe me, don’t you?” Skirata said. Here he was, scared in turn of Ny’s disapproval. “He did the right thing. Pull out, rethink, try again later.”
 
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Ordo knowing that his Buir would be never dissappointed is one thing. He knows it, because Kal told him lots of time. But feeling it is entirely different thing and this is how it works in real life too. Kal can't do shit about it aside from just simply accept it that how they are, that's how they brain is working and be there for them. 

There is this saying, to overwrite 1 bad impression needs at least 8 good. You can’t do this with the Nulls. The one bad impression will be forever in their memories. Whenever they think they will fail, they will see the kaminoans and with it, their own possible death sentence. 


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My attempt to save one of my post from one of my dead account. In any case i tag this as [brainjuice], just to be on the safeside, this is a theory of mine. 

 -- RepComm's Force lore is based on KOTOR --

I just want to share my theory how the Force works in RepComm universe. 

Topics: 
─── Force is a SPECTRUM
─── Force doesn't give a damn about morality (+ Etain character study)
─── Dark & Light = BALANCE

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Vau was all brutality and expedience, as clear an example of the dark side for a Jedi as any she could imagine. And yet there was a total absence of conscious malice in him. She should have sensed anger and murderous intent, but Vau was just filled with … nothing. No, not nothing: he was actually calm and benign. He thought he was doing good work. And she saw her supposed Jedi ideal in him—motivated not by anger or fear, but by what she thought was right. She now questioned everything she'd been taught.

Dark and light are simply the perpetrator's perception. How can that be right?

How can Vau's passionless expedience be morally superior to Ski rata's anger and love?

-- Etain Tur-Mukan's POV, Republic Commando: Triple Zero, chapter 10
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The first thing that made me realized that RepComm is playing in the KOTOR universe is how Etain sensing Vau and Skirata (non-force sensitive people) in the Force. 
 
In Knight of the Old Republic universe, the Force is a SPECTRUM and not black & white thing with two extreme ends like in the trilogies. 



•─────⋅☾ Force is a SPECTRUM ☽⋅─────•

In the KOTOR companion Force Alignment you can see what place's the character have in the Force. Of course the non-Force user character cannot use the Force and it shouldn't affect them, but what it is actually affect them in the gameplay is morality. Basically Carth Onasi or Canderous Ordo having respectively Light Side and Dark Side Alignment gives you a clue that values these characters are representing and what is their preferred interaction through out the story either with them or NPCs. 

(Also you need to know that Bioware made tons of rpgs in the DnD universe in those days. They couldn't use the DnD Alignment chart, so they had to come up with a new morality system for a Star Wars game.) 

The way I see it, in RepComm universe, Karen Traviss kept the spectrum, dropped the morality alignments and focused on EMOTIONS:

-- Vau doesn't get "Dark Side points" for torturing people because he has no extreme emotions attached to it therefor Etain feels him Light Side aligned. Walon is sure about himself, he knows what he does servers the greater good. His mind and will is unshakeable. He can show his care but you wish he didn't. -> by this logic: If Vau tortures people out of sadism and joy, he would get Dark Side points. But because he tortures them for the greater good in mind, he doesn't get corrupted.  

-- Kal often making hot-headed decisions that is resulting in hurting people therefore he gets Dark Side points. Kal is constantly angry when he thinks about his sons and how the world is treating them bad. He is angry, he succumb to it, he gains strength from it. His armor is literally vengeance. -> If Kal was a Force-sensitive, he would be a perfect Dark Side user actually. 

-- Etain also sensed the Nulls Dark Side aligned because they are very disturbed and very emotional under the disciplined surface -->But Doctor, I'm not mentally ill, I just joined the Dark Side of the Force! 

-- Arligan Zey would sacrifice his two member of the Order to save millions of clones (saving Etain and Fulier was not priority) and this would make him remain on the Light Side because he is pragmatic about it. No emotions. He is also a greater good-guy, just like Walon Vau. 

•─────⋅☾ Force doesn't give a damn about morality ☽⋅─────•

Karen Traviss stated multiple times that she is not fond of Black & White polarized mindset regarding worldbuilding because she prefers realism where people are nuanced. Basically you can't just put characters into only Light and only Dark , and this is why I also have problems assigning DnD morality alignments to RepComm characters. It's futile. I gave up. 

Now take a look at this description from KT's blog and then back to Vau: 

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I realise that kids read my books, so on balance I believe that showing violence and warfare for the ugly, terrible things that they are does children more good than feeding them sanitised and frankly dangerous notions that decapitating someone with a lightsaber doesn't hurt and is okay because the "good guys" do it. 
-- Karen Traviss, karentraviss.com
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If the Light Side of the Force is totally okay with killing and torturing people, then you have to make it sense somehow. Therefor the Force is not give a damn about societal morality. And in my interpretation this is what she meant by this: You can literally make up thousands of excuses why is it okay to kill people. It doesn't make them less dead. Or less tortured. 

So to make sense of this loophole, - in my depiction - she made a twist: KT made the Force totally okay - or at least indifferent - with killing and torturing people = " it's okay for good guys decapitating people". Because the Force doesn't corrupt them! They do it from self-defence, they do it with clear mind, it doesn't matter. 

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Ripping into Orjul's soul had been even harder than outright physical violence. She had stolen his conviction from him, which was no great evil until set in the context of the fact that he would, she knew, die very soon without even the comfort of his beliefs, broken and abandoned and alone.

Why am I doing this? Because men are dying.

When do the ends cease to justify the means?

She vomited until she was convulsed by dry heaves. Then she filled the basin with cold water and plunged her head into it. When she straightened up and her vision cleared, she looked into a face she recognized. But it wasn't hers: it was the hard, long face of Walon Vau.

Everything I've been taught is wrong.

-- Etain Tur-Mukan's POV, Republic Commando: Triple Zero, chapter 10
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Unless they feel regret, shame, anger, or similiar extreme emotions. 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
“So you still don't find it any easier, then,” said Darman.
“What?”
“Giving in to anger. You know. Violence.”
“Oh, any Jedi Master would have been proud of me. I did it all without anger. Anger makes it the dark side. Being serene makes it okay.”

Darman & Etain, Republic Commando: Triple Zero
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•

Etain had a goal in mind. Meeting with clones gave her a life purpose too. Something she lacked before. This is why she was able to torture that person without any emotional attachment. Exactly like Vau (or Zey existing with his pragmatic mindset). Having a greater good in mind. 

•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Etain had struggled for years with her own anger and resentment. The choices were to be a good Jedi or a failed Jedi, with the assumption—sometimes unspoken, sometimes not—that failure meant the dark side awaited.
But there was a third path: to leave the Order.
•───────•°•❀•°•───────•
Etain was always lacked of self-esteem as a padawan and according to this segment, and all her life she believed if she fails being a Jedi she will be corrupted, she'll become evil, and most likely she will be killed or jailed. By failing, her life will be over. And now she meets with people who are - according to the Jedi textbooks - supposed to be the enemy of everything she believed in and the Force doesn't punish them for doing evil deeds. Something like this can really fuck up the mind. 

This encounter with the prisoner, the very encounter with the clones, with the Skiratas, with Vau changed everything she knew about the Force.
 
 
•─────⋅☾  Dark & Light = BALANCE ☽⋅─────•

So I don't see why KT couldn't use spectrum with the Force too. It's surely interesting to think about, because it means that in RepComm universe, Grey Jedi is a thing!

Originally the Grey Jedi are everyone who are not Dark Side users but opposed the views of the Jedi Order in anyway and refused to accept the hierarchy and rigid traditions. Qui-Gon Jinn is a Grey Jedi, probably the first in canon in this definition. In this definition in RepComm Bardan Jusik is also a Grey Jedi too because he left the Order. 

But they started to use this term for a Force users too who are wielding both Light Side and Dark Side of the Force, like Darth Revan, protagonist of KOTOR. (Or my personal all time favorite Jedi Master later in the rebel era, Kyle Katarn).

Meaning, this universe doesn't treat Dark Side as the ultimate CORRUPTION and Light Side as BALANCE in the world. It looks like that KT gained inspiration from the Eastern cultures and religions where together Dark & Light = BALANCE. 





Yin and yang are a concept that originated in ancient Chinese philosophy that describes how opposite or contrary forces may create each other by their comparison and are to be seen as actually complementary, interconnected, and interdependent in the natural world, and how they may give rise to each other as they interrelate to one another.

I'm fond of Eastern religions (not follower, just personal interest) and philosophies, so I never found it disturbing or blasphemy when I noticed the similiarities in the books. 

But it definitely feels like that the Jedi Order here doesn't hold the ultimate knowledge about the Force. They are just one Jedi sect that interpret its working somehow, this particular one became the popular one, made a school around it and passed it generations to generations. This explains that the books mentions multiple little orders with different teachings and traditions, who didn't wish to participate in the One Big Centralized MegaChurch. So I can totally see that they have different approach about the Force too.


Ok so, conclusion or what, I just wanted to point it out that RepComm universe uses different rules regarding the Force than the original movies and one of the reason I wanted to do this because I always hear takes how "the books butchering the Jedi lore". It's not butchering. Just takes inspiration from a different continuity. 

There are several clues in the books that Republic Commando plays in the Knights of the Old Republic universe, starting from how Kal named Ordo ORDO, or Roly Melusar's background from Imperial Commando: 501st, who is from Dromund Kaas, which used to be the seat of the Sith Empire thousands of years ago. 

In any case, I wrote this, because I wanted to make sense how exactly the Force works in these books. 

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