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Kal has memories of normalcy. Faint ones. As in having a civilian life. He is from a worker family after all. Mom and Dad loved him for who he is just because he existed. Ideally you don't raise a child because you want to invest in them or you want them to be useful. You give life to them, because you want them to exist. This was Falin Mattran. And having Mama and Papa taking care of him and loving him is the only thing he remember about the world without pain and misery. And this life was taken away.
But the truth is, Kal has no idea what is normalcy. What is civilian life. He has no idea what is to have a family where people are staying together, where parents are not absent, and their brains won't get blown out and the walls don't get exploded into the dining table. He only knows the shadow of something he yearns. He just knows that the happiest time of his life was a very short one and it ended abruptly.
Kal is the anchor of normalcy, a moral anchor to the Null ARCs as well, but he is just as antisocial as them.
The question is, which society is the standard for Kal? The Mandalorian one and living by the Resol'nare? Or being an aruetii civilian?
